dare to dream?

enjoying life.
Your life is all fun.A smalltown guy who has never dreamt big brought in the company of geeks and nerds but you think you were meant for something bigger something great.Pursuing an undergratuate program at one of the so called best colleges, you hardly get time to think beyond the real world.You enjoy life to the fullest,though the place hasn't got much to offer yet you have no complains(sometimes you do). Wake up in the morning(sometimes) ,go for classes ,play some sport and then waste the remaining time on internet and friends. You transform yourself into a chain smoker and an ocassional drunkard.You think this is enjoyment,this is life,this is what you were born:to work like an ass and enjoy like a lion,and you don't time for anything else.
enjoying life?
Still in the corner of your heart you feel something is missing.You don't know what is missing and by the time you realise it become a need. The thing without which you cannot continue your plain simple life. You turn a moron from a jaunty character.The same lifestill which was fun seems abbadon.You feel frustrated and you go to any extent to remove this void, the void for someone,someone closer than your friends,someone closer than your family,someone who is special,someone who cannot be defined.
enjoying life!
To do away with it you start dreaming.You met a fairy,white as milk with dark long hair and a great smile.An absolute angel ,you fall for it,rather you think that you can fall for it.Her aur and charismatic persona drives you crazy and cast a spell over you.You share some of the most exiting rather most romantic times with it.You never intend to wake up never to come out of the dream.You waste much of your time and energy chasing the dreams,without any surity of getting anything concrete.These were the best days of your life.

enjoying life..........sob sob.
One day you wakeup and she is gone,gone without a trace. You refuse to give up you refuse to take it because you don't wan't to.You try to go back to the same moments , back into the same dream ;back with the same angel.But what you want and what you get are two entirely different things.But what's your fault? Why it is always you to face the axe? All this just because you dared to dream.You realise that it was just a dream an d nothin else and the real world is much more harsh than them.People like you are not matured for all this, or the world does not respect the emotions of people like you who prefer to go by their heart rather than the mind.were you cheated or ditched;you don't know and rather would never know because nobody has got time for answering all this.Nobody cares for what you feel and what you think,actually nobody has time for emotions and feelings of people like you.But still you cannot change and better not change for people who just don't give a damn.
But remember we will meet again , I m sure. we will meet whether be it His feet but we will meet.
" tere hoothon pe haasi ki tarah main mehfooz hoon ;tere dil mein yaadon ki tarah main mehfooz hoon"
Someone said " Dreams are fantasies of the rich but not the profession of the poor".
Rightly said and justified .You were born poor,you are here to make arrangements to earn your bread and not to pursue the fantacies of the rich.You don't have the right to dream. DO YOU?